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If I'm Being Honest (Single)

by Sarah St. Albin

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lyrics

I know it seems like
I don't see the pain that's on your face
If I changed the subject it's in case
you thought it was time for me
to come clean

But it's not like I've got the right
to take more time

(chorus)
If I'm being honest
I'm afraid to lose us again
'cause when I wasn't looking I became
somebody else
If I have to say it
I'm not far from hating myself
'cause I knew how you felt
the whole time

I remember the color of the flowers
you left for me that night.
Sprinkled on my pillow,
painting pollen with my tears
knowing I'd never make things right.

But we went along pretending
my weekends were spent with friends.

(chorus)
If I'm being honest
I'm afraid to lose us again
'cause when I wasn't looking I became
somebody else
If I have to say it
I'm not far from hating myself
'cause I knew how you felt
the whole time

Oooh, I can't say
Oooh, I should have stayed
'cause I'd be running anyway
Anyway

(chorus)
If I'm being honest
I'm afraid to lose us again
'cause when I wasn't looking I became
somebody else
If I have to say it
I'm not far from hating myself
'cause I knew how you felt
the whole time

credits

released February 10, 2017
Copyright 2017 Desibelle Entertainment, LLC
Words and music by Sarah St. Albin
Cover art by Desirée Potter

Recorded and produced by Robert Cheek
Recorded at Electric Wall Studio & XX Audio

Sarah St. Albin: vocals, piano, keyboards
Robert Cheek: guitars, xylophone
John O’Connell: drums/percussion
Mike Sparks: bass, guitars, keyboards

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Sarah St. Albin Seattle, Washington

Sarah St. Albin is an indie piano pop singer and songwriter based in Seattle, WA. Her debut EP, Small Voice, was released on March 10, 2017, on her independent label Desibelle Entertainment. She's currently playing events in the Pacific Northwest with her band. ... more

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